wth o.O
Okae I took this off rou hui's blog and it's just plain eerily somewhat accurate.. I just did it 'cause i was bored but bloody hell o.O you should try it here o.O---
You are feeling miserable at this time and you'd like to form a relationship with someone with whom you could really communicate. At the same time, whoever it may be, that special 'someone' must not conflict with your own belief system or ideals. This makes for tough going - but it would seem that the situation is only transitory. It will soon pass.
Being a somewhat gentle emotional and sensitive person, you are at this time experiencing a considerable amount of tension. What you really need is someone who can be lose to you and listen to what you have to say.
Nothing seems to be going right for you and you are thwarted every way you turn. You are not at all happy with the situation but it would appear that there is very little that you can do about it at this time. Sit back and let the situation take its course, because at this time you feel that there is nothing you can do to change whatever needs to be changed.
You are pretending that the situation around you doesn't matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding bak because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don't really care. You treat those who crticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for approval and esteem of others.
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this makes me sound pathetic doesn't it -.-
posted by -xin` @ 02:13
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